Some 10 years ago, on June
22, 2004, in a letter to the editor of this newspaper, under the title “Modern
Sisyphus,” I had written: “We, like Sisyphus, have become absurd heroes, and
eternal waiters, waiting for something positive to happen in the country. Even
as the wait continuous, there is this lurking fear that our wait might turn out
to be like that of Vladimir and Estragon, who wait endlessly for Godot, a
character without identity.” But at present my perception towards ‘our modern
state’ has changed.
Many people, even at
present, think themselves to be Sisyphus, a mythical servant to the Greek gods,
considering the never-ending ‘meaningless’ work they are engaged in. They
respond to Sisyphus’ fate with horror, because they explicitly see its futility
and hopelessness. They often bring examples from different sections of life and
compare their futile labour with that of Sisyphus, who pushes a stone with
great labour as a punishment for stealing secrets from God, but does not know
what amount of labour he is investing in it. They opine it is because he
himself has become a stone.
In my view we have become
Hamlet, a Shakespearean hero. He knows the murderer of his father. The latter’s
ghost confirms the same. His first-hand encounter with the ghost onstage also
affirms not anything different. Still he can’t go against the murderer. He is a
frustrating character full of too much thought and not enough action.
As Hamlet, dilly-dallying
is our characteristic feature. We vacillate, rather than coming to
action. Our surrounding is Hamlet-like. Our leaders are Hamlet-like. Our
institutions have been suffering from Hamletian Syndrome. We don’t have faith
in ourselves, let alone our
consciousness about our rivals. We don’t believe in others; neither do we
decide on our own. Decision making is always in limbo. To quote, for instance,
an article titled by Pranab Kharel and Bhadra Sharma published in the Post
(“Justice Delayed,” February 9), “The judicial system in Nepal is a morass of
delays and irregularities, rendering it exceedingly difficult to navigate for
the average citizen.”
We have lost Sisyphus’
heroic quality. At least, Sisyphus is above fate because he is aware of
it. Only what looms in our surrounding is indecision. The latest
political scenario of our country reflects—we delay because we like it. We
enjoy Hamletian Syndrome because it does not enforce action. We love
ambivalence because it doesn’t demand action. We linger because we are
oversensitive as Hamlet had been. We delay because we are not up to the task.
We vacillate because we are full of contradictions. We defer because we have
paradoxical nature. There is gap between our saying and doing.
If the myth of Sisyphus is
tragic, that is only because its hero is conscious. Where would his
torture be, indeed, if at every step the hope of succeeding upheld him? He
becomes tragic or melancholic only at the rare moments—when he becomes
conscious. He, a proletarian of the gods—powerless, yet rebellious—knows the
whole extent of his wretched condition; this is what he thinks of during his
descent. The lucidity that was to constitute his torture at the same time
crowns his victory. There is no fate that cannot be surmounted by scorn.
Unlike Sisyphus, we are
every time tragic. We are heroes only of indecision, not of action. We never
reach the top of the mountain we aspire to climb, and we never create the
situation to conclude “all is well,” which Sisyphus as well as Oedipus had
said, despite having suffered so much. Our reiteration for consensus, development,
progress, transparency, good governance, morality etc.
are always looming in
limbo, creating terror rather than consoling the ailing humanity.
Sisyphus, though destined
to do a futile task, never regrets and complains against his own condition. He
goes on his own duty of doing things joyfully without thinking much about the
result his action will bring. He teaches higher fidelity. He concludes
‘all is well.’ He does not delay thinking a thought that may be wrong.
We, modern people, can’t be Sisyphus because we have complaining nature and we
are overtly not analytical. We often kvetch with what we are doing and repent
on our efforts.
In a celebrated soliloquy
‘to be or not to be: that is the question,’ Hamlet shows his state of
indecision and the same soliloquy has become a guiding principle of modern men.
As I realise now, it is better to be Sisyphus, a man of great power, endurance
and ceaseless patience than to be a decision-less, and frustrating Hamlet.
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